Warfstache Sword|Assembled

its 3:30 A.M. here...i just got out of a shower. this is what i have for you this morning....

this is a copy paste from tumblr because this needs to be said on this big boy that is now mine......and im really fuckin tired...

when asked if i was going to clear coat it/remember to clear coat it by the tumblr user merkiplier.

oh we figured we would coat it in modge podge to get them to stay, we ironed them together over the course of like 5 hours in all? they stay they’re just really really flimsy so i figured coating them after we get it to lay flat, and then i’ll also be shiny, but im not sure if it’ll coat it the way i think it will *shrug* it was hell getting it to stick i can tell you that

but i really wouldnt want it to crumble appart ether i litterally had to hold back tears once we finished it, that we had finished it, because of the work i put into it, and we had to fight it, and fight it, and fight it, just to get it to stick together and i messed it up twice so i just handed the iron to musik after that i could feel tears brimming over because i was so dedicated, i designed this sword litterally one night i asked for the pink beads and i went after it modifying a diamond sword, and when it was done i kept it with me that entire week, i had it in my bra (don judge lol) and i fell asleep holding it, and then i made one a keychain andf it goes on my lanyard and i was so damn proud i showed EVERYONE and she said it would look kickass life sized and i memed her accidentally im pretty sure i made the challenge accepted face and started doing the math…and i said i could do it….
i felt so defeated so far in, when the iron touched the beads with no paper on them it RUINED them hardcore…i was so emotional i did this you dont understand my brain stopped dead and i squeaked so hard and just almost dropped the iron.

while i was building it, i was scared i wouldnt have the peg boards, i was scared i would ruin it (kick the table, cats jump up and ruin it, etc..) , it was (and still is) very delicate, i worked so hard on that thing man i dont think you guys can feel the pride oozing out of my everything, but im sure you see how happy i am its done,

i wanted to show i am a fan who can yeah draw or write how much i am a fan of such an inspirational man like mark, but i would go as far as spending 66 dollars on perler beads and peg boards to make myself and him as well a sword that i was proud to say i designed and it just makes my chest relax and open up a little just knowing that someone would support me and that someone would like the idea and he sword as much as i hope he does even if he never sees the thing *insert list of reasons i wouldnt get it to him due to anxieties* but i know musik likes it she was the one who kept me on it when i was trying so hard to fight myself over my anxieties and the fact that im clujmsy and i did fuck up had she not been there im almost sure id hav just slammed the pegboards down and cried in a pile of perler beads as sad as that sounds i was VERY stressed over this think and litterally im not done. we need to iron it a little more, and it needs to be fixed with modge podge or something that will strengthen it, i litterally played with it a little bit earlier and it bent REALLY badly at the handle and i FREAKED out man i havent touched it since that because i already wanna cry that its that delicate and i still wasnt careful with it like an idiot so do not worry i will have that bitch straight and strong and ready for that con i went through too much internally and externally to not make it something i can proudly show the fandom and be proud of….

and i know your little question was just kinnda remindin me to not leave it just perler bead, but i never really put down my feelings and let you guys know how that sword makes me feel, and i completly forgot to add feeling to the post i was so mentally exhausted after that it was almost like it was an emotional fail on me thats how it felt to me. it took a lot out of me and musik *exhausted sigh* 

im glad you guys like it i made this sword because we need something to protect against the buttstabbers!~ and mark was such an inspiration to me, i litterally didnt think when i did it, i just assembled it. thats how much of an inspiration he has over me i hope the sword shows all of these feelings i really do it litterally has my blood sweat and tears put into it…

thats all i got expect full cosplay pics soon im getting ready to start the shirts that litterally tomorrow our job to get all the cosplay done and ready for the two con days...about a month away?? yeah...*sighs* im done im sleepy...

edit--
i forgot about adding this link
theres info on the commisions on this journal here
if you want the small keychain set


and here it on its separate pegboards


*sighs* now. im off to bed. goodnight.